I have some dirty videos that one of my boyfriends took of them filling my tight puckered little shit-pussy with his steel-hard, massive black dick.... mmmmmmm. Get's me hot just thinking about it.
True. Fact is from my earliest age I was attracted to masculine men - NOT women. But I deluded myself into thinking that I must be straight because I enjoyed looking at sexy nude women! It took a while for me to realize it was because I wanted to BE like them, not because I was attracted sexually TO them!
You coinverted out of conventional hetero marrage....as so so many married men do...locked into relationships that can never satisfy them becasuse they need natural homosexuality, not women.